And this too shall pass...

I don't intend to turn this into an addiction recovery journal, but it may have to be, at least for however long it takes for this to pass.

It's not as bad as it could be and I know that I have the hypnotherapy to thank for that. I haven't even had any REAL cravings, just frustration at the lack of appetite, insomnia and the hot flashes.

But as far as wanting to be high? That feeling has yet to rear its ugly head and I hope it stays that way. There is an emptiness to be sure, something missing. It's a lot like breaking up with someone you KNOW is wrong for you but who you've been with for so long you can't remember who you were before. I come home and I'm not sure what to do with myself even though I have plenty to do.

Sigh.